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Today was the first day that I stepped into the Training Area, since it was Recce Day. Things went by pretty fast and we managed to do quite a thorough check of the camp site. I would think that I will quite like the next month judging by the facilities and all.

Once again, He-Who-Shall-Not-Be-Named managed to piss me off somehow. I guess it's just a different way of working. Since I am like quite the small bird here, I shall just back off and not do anything and shut the f**k up.

That leads me to think though, why am I even here when my grandmother is dying and my RQ is working so hard even as she battles everyday. What am I doing here?!