mr suan rants on.

There are so many things that I want to say but cannot... It seems that I have lost that ability to express what I am thinking or feeling.

They sort of come out as music in my head. In slow tunes and flashes of memories here and there. It's a light kind of feeling, instead of the intensities like when I was younger. A tinge of wishing life could be rewound and lived again so that I could smell and taste the yesteryears and relive those beautiful days where the sun felt so refreshing and we could smell the astroturf as we prepared for assembly. Ahh..

I am growing up too fast. Lord, let me wake up in as a secondary school student!