mr suan rants on.

It was supposed to be shopping night for the both of us today, but I decided to invite Cam as well because he seemed to be quite affected and emo. That was how we the 3 of us ended up going to Vivocity together for shopping.

The night started out with us looking for Ben's shoes and buying them for him as a present, and eventually evolved into shopping for my Chinese New Year clothes. Hmm. To be honest, I didn't really have fun =( Cos I felt really fat for the first time in a long time, and all the clothes I chose were deemed ugly. Don't like to shop under negative environment.

I did manage to find jeans though, so it wasn't half bad. Just that I didn't manage to talk to hotcakes a lot, and we had to be wary of Cam's feelings. Haix.

I just told myself in the end not to be frustrated lorh. Even though I was really feeling quite sian myself due to the general crappiness of this semester so far and all the work I had to do.. Aiyah. I just need some time to sort myself out, and actually start exercising so that I can get the endorphins running!