Regaining ground.

Hello you.

I have been feeling a sense of disconnect with others lately. It seems like I have been chasing my own idealistic dreams so much that I have neglected the friends around me.

I went back for kayaking training on Saturday, and there was this weird sensation of being out of place. This J2 said hello to me and said she has never seen me before, which was natural of course, since I haven't been back since Army 1 and a little bit in Army 2. But somehow it made me think of how I managed to lose that part of me so easily.

It's high time I consolidated and go back to what I want to do instead of chasing ephemeral illusions. I need to find myself again.