I'm glad I had some reprieve from rations and accommodations and people on top stressing me to do stuff for a day. Yes, the weekend was really really short. One day short, to be exact. But it was fun! Fun because I got to go to church, and because I got to meet my friends out for kBOX! It's not super fun fun, but peaceful fun fun.
I got to sing until my voice cracked. And sing the songs I like. And feel emo while singing certain songs that made me think certain things. Eh. I was thinking one of the songs could be for my crush... Except for one thing though. I don't think I feel the way about my crush like before anymore. That makes her no longer my crush. Hmmm.
晴天Kinda missed the times when I still had a crush. Hahas.. Seems like if I was innocent enough to have crush, it would me I would still have some meaning to live for. Like "True Love" to look towards, see? But aiyah. I'm not that idealistic anymore. Sad hor? Means I truly am a cynical bitch now. Argh. Hahas.
The small yellow flower from the story
Was wandering since he day she was born
Swinging on a swing in her childhood
Swinging her memories all the way until now.
ㄖㄨㄟ ㄙㄡ ㄙㄡ ㄒ一 ㄉㄡ ㄒ一
re sou sou xi dou xi
ㄌㄚ ㄙㄡ ㄌㄚ ㄒ一 ㄒ一 ㄒ一 ㄒ一 ㄌㄚ ㄒ一 ㄌㄚ ㄙㄡ
la sou la xi xi xi xi la xi la sou
Playing an opening theme, looking into the sky
I think of petals trying to fall
That day I skipped school for you;
That day the flower fell;
The space of the classroom;
Why can’t I see it?
That rainy day that disappeared -
wo hao xiang zai lin yi bian
How I want to be rained upon again
Never thought that I still kept my lost courage
How I want to ask again:
Will you wait or will you go away?
That day that the wind blew I tried to hold your hand
But unfortunetly, the rain kept on
Falling until I couldn’t see you
How much longer until I can be beside you again?
Waiting for the day to turn clear, maybe I’ll be a little better then
Long ago, a person loved you for so long
But unfortunetly, the wind kept on
Blowing, widening the gap so much further
So difficult, (I have) another day to love again
But it seems that, at the end of the tale you still said, “Goodbye”
Okae lah. Cannot talk so much le. I have to go bathe and get back to camp. Work starts! Survivors ready! Time to outwit, outplay, outlast. GRRRRRR!