Back to Green.

I got into SISPEC.

For those uninitiated to army-speak, it stands for School of Infantry SPECialists. It's a command school, meaning I would have people under me eventually.. And it's just one step under officers.

It's disappointing not because I couldn't get into OCS (okae, I'm lying. Partially because I couldn't get into OCS) but because the rest of my friends are there. Like Tan Long, Rich and Enqing got into OCS. I feel so loseristic as always.

But that's okae. I'm still going to do my best there. Wish me luck!

It's a strange feeling, really. I was just beginning to feel like a civilian again after these 11 days, and suddenly I realise I have to go back to the army. I don't want to leave my friends behind! They would all disappear soon..

Jamie is going overseas, the clique is separating to different (very busy) command schools. Man, who knows what would happen in the future?

It feels great to be a civilian, I tell you.. The feeling of having nothing physical to do, when you can play the piano when you feel like, go out with friends, watch movies, play the PS, go to bars, shop around.. That rocks. I'm going to miss this time.

Maybe I should stop whining. God will make everything work out for my good, I guess. Yeah..