mr suan rants on.

I feel like I can't blog anymore because there are things that I want to say that I cannot say here in this blog. Why? Because I don't want certain people to know certain things ba. I guess it's true that there can only be specialist blogs and not "diary" blogs.

After years and years of blogging, I finally understand this. That I cannot trust anyone with everything. That at the end of the day, it's still me against the world (who sang that arh?) I can hear my idealistic brain falling to pieces. OUCH!~ Dreams are made of fluffy clouds.

Whoa. Emo. Stop stop stop!

Now kids, learn from me. If you like someone, just tell her. Then you won't face such problems. And you would be able to say whatever you want to say. Better than feeling like shit because you think you are not liked back. Then wallowing because you'd never know. Then thinking more about it and being emo about it until you find that you are probably not even wallowing about that anymore, but just wallowing. That you just liked the idea of liking someone.

Whoa. Cheem. But so common right? Hard to figure all these out. Most of the time everything is just blurry. Who can really analyse and say for sure what he feels?

Maybe that's why they invented the word emo. So that we don't have to know the reason anymore. Just emo eh.. Hahas