work = $770. exercise? priceless

I believe I am in a season of a drop in dopamine levels due to non-exercise. After a year of exercise almost every day, I don't think I am used to life without it.

I feel fat. I feel insecure about my voice which is "too high" or "androgynous". I feel like I should not be eating so many things. I generally hate my high amount of work and disdain the fact that my boss seems to think that I have nothing better to do.

I need some sun. Or water. I miss swimming and kayaking!! And running. And gymming.

Argh. Angst.